I have a job now but I want to move and then I wonder "would I be able to get a job elsewhere?"

I really want to live in NYC. I've wanted to since I was in 8th grade

I often have dreams about other people

6/15/2010 2:46:15 AM

aha I just realized I put that confession in the wrong confession thread

6/15/2010 2:52:27 AM

i took a shower this morning - forgot to wash my hair

6/15/2010 12:09:37 PM

I was as mad as I've ever been last night, and it's going to take a while to come down from it

6/19/2010 1:39:19 PM

Just figured out the key to my own happiness.

Feeling useful. Never thought a job would be the thing that would pull me out of my funk. I had a hell of a week, MMO in the morning, VBS at night, then the past few days I have been babysitting in between, all while staying at someone's house to dogsit. I am run down, losing my voice, possibly getting sick, and I am happy. Today I am dogsitting only, which is beyond boring, and I am slowly slipping back into depressed mode. Blarg.

6/19/2010 6:24:49 PM

Went out last night in Arlington . . . after two relationships spanning roughly three years I've decided I'm not expending any more energy on women for a while. If they want to make the effort, that's fine, but it isn't coming from me. Besides, there are way to many serial gold-diggers in this town for me to feel comfortable spending any money on them.

I'm not bitter, far from it, just a bit burnt out

6/20/2010 9:33:32 AM

^ that made me have to go download Kanye West singing Gold Digger

6/20/2010 1:41:28 PM

i just laid my boner on the desk and punched it with a closed fist

6/20/2010 11:13:39 PM

no stealing private confessions billy!

6/20/2010 11:14:13 PM

but i didn't steal anything

6/20/2010 11:17:22 PM

I have honestly thought about taking a power drill to my head when I have head aches like this.

6/20/2010 11:27:58 PM

i will fuck you til it's gone

6/20/2010 11:28:56 PM

I'm over that. I used "technology" to help me out and it did not go away. This is one of those wait it out or go to the emergency room ones. Ugh.

6/20/2010 11:32:53 PM

emergency room for a headache?

6/20/2010 11:33:17 PM

if it gets too bad, yes, i've never gone before, but it has been in my thoughts. i went to student health several times for bad ones. i start to stutter and stumble if they get too bad. it's not so bad yet, but it feels like it's getting there. i should probably stop looking at my computer screen, but when i get bored i pay more attention to it and it feels worse.

6/20/2010 11:35:36 PM

I want to quit corporate America and start a furniture/machining company, but I am afraid to leave the comforts of a good pay check and job security even though I am bored/unchallenged/miserable.

6/20/2010 11:41:36 PM

^^When I have bad headaches, the only thing I can do is take 3 ibuprofen, turn the lights off, and curl up on my bed until it goes away. Usually my bad headaches are migraines, and they'll go away shortly after I get up, puke, and rest some more.

^I'm with you on that. Building furniture for a living is very appealing to me. Someday I will have my own shop, even if it's just for a hobby. Until then, I'll suck it up and deal with moving tools around outside as I need them.

[Edited on June 20, 2010 at 11:44 PM. Reason : []

6/20/2010 11:42:32 PM

I have tried every thing I have ever used for a headache today with no success. currently have a heat pack with headache calming herbs inside on my head. It helps while it is on, but as soon as I take it off it comes back.

6/20/2010 11:44:37 PM

disclaimer 1: i don't often buy toaster strudels but the are so fucking good so sometimes they are a splurge

disclaimer 2: i don't eat them for breakfast

but when i eat one and it finishes toasting and i put the icing on, after i squeeze it all out i put the packet in my mouth and slide it through my teeth to eat the rest of the icing out of it

/fat girl

6/21/2010 12:50:42 AM

^omg I want toaster strudels now!

Especially since I have a toaster oven now!

6/21/2010 12:54:23 AM

summer is not nearly as fun now as an adult with an 8-5 job. I miss being a kid.

6/21/2010 12:57:12 AM

^^^I run into trouble with those because I like to just eat the icing. They need to double the amount of icing included.

6/21/2010 12:59:50 AM

7^

Quote :

"I am afraid to leave the comforts of a good pay check and job security even though I am bored/unchallenged/miserable."

go read the "quit your day job" series on Etsy and cheer yourself up. you can do it, yo

[Edited on June 21, 2010 at 1:01 AM. Reason : who supa fast postas ITT]

[Edited on June 21, 2010 at 1:01 AM. Reason : easier this way ]

6/21/2010 1:00:40 AM

Quote :

"I am afraid to leave the comforts of a good pay check and job security even though I am bored/unchallenged/miserable"

This is truth for me as well.

With that said, I LOVE the song I'll Be Over You by Toto. Sad song I suppose, but it has such a beautiful melody. Songs these days don't captivate me like this song and songs like If You Don't Know Me By Now by Harold Melvin & The Blue Notes

6/21/2010 1:04:15 AM

i've dumped all my clean laundry on my bed in the hopes that it will force me to fold it before i go to bed again

6/25/2010 3:29:10 PM

I'm thinking of buying an iPad.

6/25/2010 3:29:42 PM

^^you could just sleep in someone else's bed.

6/25/2010 3:30:57 PM

^^^standard.

[Edited on June 25, 2010 at 3:31 PM. Reason : e]

6/25/2010 3:31:09 PM

a few nights ago I decided to have a few glasses of wine and watch new moon... which turned into me crying and wondering "why can't anyone love me like jacob love bella?!"

now I feel like an idiot

6/25/2010 5:31:52 PM

it is just too hot to even wear clothing right now

6/25/2010 6:50:32 PM

Quote :

"i've dumped all my clean laundry on my bed in the hopes that it will force me to fold it before i go to bed again"

yea, that didn't work

6/25/2010 10:58:00 PM

^ I've done that before. It usually doesn't work, I just avoid the bedroom

6/25/2010 11:00:56 PM

I pretty much have to clean up my room every night before I can go to sleep. All my clothes have to be put away and my room has to be organized. Tonight when I got home from work I had to clean my bathroom because it was dirty and my sheets had fur on them so they're in the wash. Guess I'll vacuum till my sheets are dry.

6/26/2010 2:05:39 AM

bitch u crazy

6/26/2010 2:12:17 PM

haha

6/26/2010 2:12:41 PM

^^ at least I'm not messy

6/26/2010 2:20:12 PM

i can't believe i'm saying this, but i need more girl friends who are capable of expressing emotions.

6/26/2010 6:53:11 PM

i am a trainwreck

7/1/2010 8:43:23 PM

cause she's got all that junk in her caboose

7/1/2010 8:44:03 PM

last night not only did i eat time out

but i fed a pretty hefty chunk of the green beans/okra/mac n cheese/biscuit/water to my dog. she liked it. i also let her drink out of my cup and then i drank out of it.

7/3/2010 12:07:57 AM

I came out tonight to watch the UFC fight with my husband and "the guys". I only agreed to come out because I knew I could get drunk and hubby would stay sober to drive my drunk ass home.

PS - This bar has towers of beer and a specialty drink called "Forbidden Fruit".

Drunk, here I come. Yay fighting!

7/3/2010 10:40:18 PM

aw, stay sober for hubby so he can get drunk.

7/3/2010 10:51:37 PM

He doesn't wanna drink tonight.

7/3/2010 10:53:32 PM

welp. guess that works out well then. drink some for me.

7/3/2010 10:56:49 PM

I've been livin' a lie

there's nothing inside

7/3/2010 11:00:32 PM

*chug*

7/3/2010 11:01:19 PM

*sigh* without good friends, and kind strangers, i would have killed myself by now. there is no doubt in my mind

7/4/2010 3:40:58 PM

^ NOOOOOOOO

NO NO NO!

7/4/2010 5:01:34 PM

I hate holidays.

7/4/2010 5:01:46 PM

i'm sorta scared that i'm falling in love again

7/4/2010 5:06:44 PM