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5/31/2009 12:07:38 AM
my temp is 101.6 and i feel absolutely miserable
5/31/2009 1:07:17 AM
i enjoyed Candlebox tonight at Downtown Live......for a minute.
5/31/2009 1:07:43 AM
i think im finally ready to admit the extent to which my depression has reached
6/1/2009 9:50:45 AM
6/1/2009 9:54:31 AM
^2 I'm not surprised, nor sad, that George Tiller was shot. Is that bad?
6/1/2009 9:57:49 AM
^^^i can't decide if i'm right there with you or if i'm actually better off now :/
6/1/2009 10:00:51 AM
i have an addiction to sour jelly bellys
6/1/2009 10:29:18 AM
i brought my lunch, but i'm really really really tempted to go spend $$ on neomonde, even though i'm trying to save up for Vegas
6/1/2009 10:29:55 AM
I need to download a Firefox script that automatically replaces my every comment on this site with a "." when I hit Post Reply
6/1/2009 11:38:19 AM
I just farted and sneezed at the same time. I sneezed much louder to make sure that no one heard the fart. SUCCESS. Now if only I could cover up the smell.... [Edited on June 1, 2009 at 2:56 PM. Reason : /]
6/1/2009 2:56:02 PM
neomonde > vegas
6/1/2009 2:56:57 PM
used "naggers" in a conversation with a black person the other day. she definitely asked me what i had just said.
6/1/2009 9:37:50 PM
Mr. I'm Too Shy of The Ladies. >.<
6/1/2009 9:39:45 PM
mr i'm too shy with ladies i find attractivefatties seem to like me cause i'm nice to them
6/1/2009 9:43:11 PM
I am seriously attracted to the redhead that appears in one of the snorg t-shirt ads that randomly appear on here. The one with the shirt with pi and the root of -1 on it.
6/1/2009 10:22:31 PM
i misbehaved on saturday. also everyone thinks i'm like super nice but really i can be very very mean. not often, but when i am mean it is bad.
6/1/2009 11:06:25 PM
i ran around lake johnson today and ended up in some hood on the southwest sideit was awesome
6/2/2009 12:13:33 AM
I was out kicking a soccer ball around at the Preston fields today, and this team of girls who weren't old enough to drive started showing up. I would gladly have fucked every single one of them.
6/2/2009 12:25:23 AM
dude
6/2/2009 12:26:59 AM
they were 14-15 or soit was just that they were all driven by adults
6/2/2009 12:27:35 AM
...ewwa spider was in the bathroom. i nabbed him with a tissue, tossed it in the toilet, then pooped on it
6/2/2009 12:33:42 AM
6/2/2009 12:34:10 AM
I just ate some food
6/2/2009 12:34:57 AM
haha awesome obc talked about her poop
6/2/2009 1:14:27 AM
Sometimes...when I'm alone...I relate to myself.
6/2/2009 2:41:43 AM
I'm at Eva Perry Library...and I'm really tempted to open a browser window of some Latina chick sucking a horse's dick or something, and then just leave the window open as I continue to browse
6/2/2009 11:33:09 AM
I sometimes watch Divine Design with Candice Olsen.
6/2/2009 11:51:07 AM
Too depressed to eat. Fuck.
6/2/2009 11:52:58 AM
6/2/2009 11:53:44 AM
^yeah i've heard about that place, but that's out of the way for lunch.
6/2/2009 12:07:46 PM
6/2/2009 12:10:54 PM
a) i also sometimes watch divine design. and i also sometimes watch/get sucked into watching several other hgtv shows (house hunters? come on, that shit is good)b) i think i might buy the dress i am wearing tonight even though it is $$ and i don't need it but i'm going to use my tax refund and i get a discount so i feel like i've kind of rationalized it. i will wear it a lot. and it looks cute. and i haven't gotten anything that wasn't from target or old navy in forever. i'm just trying to talk myself into it
6/2/2009 1:10:33 PM
breathing is getting more difficult every day
6/2/2009 1:16:10 PM
my neighbor wants to "hang"...ugh
6/2/2009 1:18:24 PM
pretty surprised some random sn with liz led to me finding the ex of some random girl named liz
6/4/2009 2:42:47 AM
i wish ppl could see what i think
6/4/2009 3:38:51 AM
For the past few nights, I've been having dreams that I'm back in school. I don't know if it means that I want to be back, though, because the dreams always revolve around me having to do shit I don't want to do.
6/4/2009 11:04:28 AM
i fear that even when i reach my goal weight, i will still always be the fat girl in my head
6/4/2009 11:06:30 AM
i fear that i won't reach a "goal weight".
6/4/2009 11:07:16 AM
well i can't even work up the motivation to exercise since running in my neighborhood kills my kneesand then driving to the gym is so blah.ugh.edit: i'm going to start nannying 2x a week soon and that will involve a lot of time at the pool. i'm hoping if i get tan(ner) then maybe i will just look skinnier. [Edited on June 4, 2009 at 11:10 AM. Reason : .]
6/4/2009 11:08:18 AM
^^it should be said that my "goal weight" is still 17lbs heavier than what BMI says is a healthy weight. but i've been there before and was a total hottie. so that's where i'm aiming.[Edited on June 4, 2009 at 11:14 AM. Reason : checked my stats ]
6/4/2009 11:11:43 AM
i don't really even have a goal weight. but that's because i can't ever imagine being close to that.
6/4/2009 11:20:37 AM
i find relatively experiences to be new and exciting any more and am becoming completely worn by the monotony of day to day events and realize its only going to get worse.
6/4/2009 11:41:37 AM
^oh wow, grammar much? i have no idea what you're trying to say there.
6/4/2009 11:42:10 AM
You expect anything more from a guy whose name is "I are serious cat?"
6/4/2009 3:17:34 PM
^^its not so much an issue of grammar as it is switching from the screen and then editing my thought differently than where i thought i left off.quote]i don't find experiences to be new and exciting any more and am becoming completely worn by the monotony of day to day events and realize its only going to get worse.[/quote]there.
6/4/2009 3:30:10 PM
I just ordered diet pills.
6/4/2009 3:46:39 PM
^ omg be careful with those!i don't remember the last time i pooped. that is so gross. but i don't. my tummy feels tres yucky.
6/4/2009 3:47:25 PM
^ it's Alli... so it's not like super dangerous. Although, I used to be prescribed Phentermine. The ladies at the girly doc were jealous and wondering how I got it seeing as I'm not 300 lbs..[Edited on June 4, 2009 at 3:48 PM. Reason : and my dr suggested it, I just needed the $ ]
6/4/2009 3:48:38 PM