i even showered all by myself(seems like a simple task but it's not) and i'm going to wear makeup. i'm even a bit nervous to leave the house because it's been so long.

going to meditation class with philihp

11/22/2010 4:40:55 PM

easy there psyco, back the crazy train up

11/22/2010 4:42:53 PM

cool story, bro

11/22/2010 4:43:11 PM

good luck.

11/22/2010 4:43:59 PM

k

11/22/2010 4:44:01 PM

sounds good douche-bag

11/22/2010 4:44:35 PM

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"cool story, bro"

11/22/2010 4:47:39 PM

HERE COME'S THE CARE TRAIN...

CHOOO CHOOO

11/22/2010 4:51:12 PM

Why couldn't you leave the house? Why couldn't you shower yourself? Were you healing from an accident or something?

11/22/2010 4:54:09 PM

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"good luck."

11/22/2010 4:57:27 PM

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"HERE COME IS"

11/22/2010 4:58:02 PM

i too would like to know the story behind this...

11/22/2010 4:58:09 PM

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"easy there psyco, back the crazy train up"

LoL!! i think i peed a little laughing at that!

11/22/2010 4:59:07 PM

RachelMarie exposed?

11/22/2010 4:59:29 PM

Do not leave

11/22/2010 4:59:35 PM

Yeah someone clue us in on what form of crazy/debilitating disease we're dealing with here.

11/22/2010 4:59:55 PM

Nice!

11/22/2010 5:00:14 PM

something about a miscarriage.



and lactating breasts.

[Edited on November 22, 2010 at 5:01 PM. Reason : .]

11/22/2010 5:01:17 PM

Oh, the lounge informs that she has fibromyalgia, which seems to be a bizarrely divisive subject among wolfwebbers, many of whom appear to believe that the disease is fake.

11/22/2010 5:02:04 PM

Well after reading the Wikipedia article on it, I think it's fake.

11/22/2010 5:05:02 PM

FACT: any disease/disorder that doesn't have easily identifiable physical manifestations is fake.

11/22/2010 5:37:33 PM

do you have agoraphobia now?

11/22/2010 5:40:03 PM

The disease is probably clinical depression if I had to take a wild ass guess.

11/22/2010 5:40:33 PM

Let's turn this into a doubt and hate thread.

11/22/2010 5:42:24 PM

[no homo hate]

11/22/2010 5:43:12 PM

MEH. That joke is soso.

11/22/2010 5:44:30 PM

i have another fake disease called restless leg syndrome

11/22/2010 5:48:45 PM

My third leg is also restless

11/22/2010 5:50:43 PM

Damn this philihp cat goes through some internet girls

11/22/2010 5:54:33 PM

wait wait wait wait...

when the hell did you come back? i feel like i haven't heard from you in over a year.

and what happened to the stripper alter ego? did she wither away from lack of attention?

11/22/2010 5:55:03 PM

11/22/2010 11:32:34 PM

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"Why couldn't you leave the house? Why couldn't you shower yourself? Were you healing from an accident or something?"

All of the above. Doc isn't sure what is causing the extreme pain(and other weird things like lactating). My back hurts so bad that it's hard to move around in the shower to shave.

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"when the hell did you come back? i feel like i haven't heard from you in over a year. and what happened to the stripper alter ego? did she wither away from lack of attention?"

I haven't danced b/c I gained weight and wanted to get back down to my normal weight-although my doc keeps bugging me to remember to take my thyroid med in the morning. Plus I was in groups of dancers and it was way too much drama.

I haven't gone on the Facebook for Lila b/c I can't keep up with all the requests. I'm not clicking "add as friend" 5,000 times. I made a fan page instead so people can click "like". When I am better I will maybe do a couple burlesque shows(at least one to dedicate to Ambrosia RIP) but stick more with modeling.

11/22/2010 11:34:01 PM

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"Doc isn't sure what is causing the extreme pain(and other weird things like lactating)."

I thought you had a positive blood test* that confirmed fibromyalgia.





*There is no blood test for fibromyalgia.

11/22/2010 11:37:05 PM

so you've gotten over mdbncsu enough to go out and get drunk and sleep with random guys so you can feel pretty again once you've realized he doesn't love you.

Then comes that heinous morning-after depression ("why do I keep doing this?!"), chasing your RU-486 with half a gallon of table wine.

Really, it's only a matter of time before you turn up bled out through the wrists in a bathtub full of scented bath oil and congealed semen.

11/22/2010 11:39:38 PM

if you didn't leave the house, then how did you get medication?

11/22/2010 11:40:37 PM

its been a month since mdbncsu already?

11/22/2010 11:49:04 PM

i'm not over mdbncsu. i won't ever be. i've given up hope on relationships and love.

i'm a very monogamous person so i don't get drunk and have sex with guys, sorry to burst your bubble.

it's going to take a LONG time for me to learn how to meditate. i'm too anxious of a person to relax like that but if i can learn it will def help me in many ways.

11/23/2010 4:31:51 PM

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"i'm not over mdbncsu. i won't ever be. i've given up hope on relationships and love. "

impressive, two cliches in one post.

11/23/2010 4:33:20 PM

I had forgotten you had dated mdbncsu

11/23/2010 4:33:56 PM

we didn't date, we just hung out

11/23/2010 4:35:55 PM

11/23/2010 4:38:06 PM

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"FACT: any disease/disorder that doesn't have easily identifiable physical manifestations is fake."

It would appear from a really brief web search that there's fMRI evidence of FM. This would mean that the metabolic processes differ systematically between people diagnosed with FM and people without FM. In other words, it means it's a real disease.

It's really amazing how if a disease manifests inside the CNS suddenly it's not a physical disease, or fake, or whatever.

11/23/2010 4:38:08 PM

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"i'm not over mdbncsu. i won't ever be"

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"we didn't date, we just hung out"

DOES NOT COMPUTE

11/23/2010 4:40:17 PM

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"RachelMarie"

DOES NOT COMPUTE

11/23/2010 4:40:57 PM

^^^yeah it was a facetious post, I thought that was pretty clear.

[Edited on November 23, 2010 at 4:41 PM. Reason : .]

11/23/2010 4:41:08 PM

sorry yet again i mistook sarcasm for legitimate stupidity

blame TWW here honestly

11/23/2010 4:41:39 PM

a WHOLE LOT of BSC in this thread

[Edited on November 23, 2010 at 4:45 PM. Reason : needed to add the WHOLE]

11/23/2010 4:42:24 PM

as facebook would say, it's complicated.

11/23/2010 4:45:38 PM

Ha, Matt Bayley.

11/23/2010 4:47:27 PM

holy fuck, first time in a month?

i haven't spent a full weekend in the town in which I live (New Bern) since mid-March, and won't until at LEAST mid-January.

11/26/2010 11:47:43 PM