Through the travail of the ages,Midst the pomp and toil of war,Have I fought and strove and perishedCountless times upon this star.In the form of many peopleIn all panoplies of timeHave I seen the luring visionOf the Victory Maid, sublime.I have battled for fresh mammoth,I have warred for pastures new,I have listed to the whispersWhen the race trek instinct grew.I have known the call to battleIn each changeless changing shapeFrom the high souled voice of conscienceTo the beastly lust for rape.I have sinned and I have suffered,Played the hero and the knave;Fought for belly, shame, or country,And for each have found a grave.I cannot name my battlesFor the visions are not clear,Yet, I see the twisted facesAnd I feel the rending spear.Perhaps I stabbed our SaviorIn His sacred helpless side.Yet, I've called His name in blessingWhen after times I died.In the dimness of the shadowsWhere we hairy heathens warred,I can taste in thought the lifeblood;We used teeth before the sword.While in later clearer visionI can sense the coppery sweat,Feel the pikes grow wet and slipperyWhen our Phalanx, Cyrus met.Hear the rattle of the harnessWhere the Persian darts bounced clear,See their chariots wheel in panicFrom the Hoplite's leveled spear.See the goal grow monthly longer,Reaching for the walls of Tyre.Hear the crash of tons of granite,Smell the quenchless eastern fire.Still more clearly as a Roman,Can I see the Legion close,As our third rank moved in forwardAnd the short sword found our foes.Once again I feel the anguishOf that blistering treeless plainWhen the Parthian showered death bolts,And our discipline was in vain.I remember all the sufferingOf those arrows in my neck.Yet, I stabbed a grinning savageAs I died upon my back.Once again I smell the heat sparksWhen my Flemish plate gave wayAnd the lance ripped through my entrailsAs on Crecy's field I lay.In the windless, blinding stillnessOf the glittering tropic seaI can see the bubbles risingWhere we set the captives free.Midst the spume of half a tempestI have heard the bulwarks goWhen the crashing, point blank round shotSent destruction to our foe.I have fought with gun and cutlassOn the red and slippery deckWith all Hell aflame within meAnd a rope around my neck.And still later as a GeneralHave I galloped with MuratWhen we laughed at death and numbersTrusting in the Emperor's Star.Till at last our star faded,And we shouted to our doomWhere the sunken road of OheinClosed us in it's quivering gloom.So but now with Tanks a'clatterHave I waddled on the foeBelching death at twenty paces,By the star shell's ghastly glow.So as through a glass, and darklyThe age long strife I seeWhere I fought in many guises,Many names, but always me.And I see not in my blindnessWhat the objects were I wrought,But as God rules o'er our bickeringsIt was through His will I fought.So forever in the future,Shall I battle as of yore,Dying to be born a fighter,But to die again, once more.
4/8/2008 1:36:28 AM
chemb b
4/8/2008 1:37:07 AM
ttt
4/8/2008 7:40:01 AM
4/10/2008 7:08:00 PM
wat?
4/10/2008 7:14:30 PM
it's an old poem
4/10/2008 7:31:28 PM